NEW BEGGININGS

so as you guys may be aware of it is a new year. so new years= a new me. i broke up with my boyfriend because we were drifting a part and he would always hang out with his friends and not with me. so i decided it was time we would take a break. its been pretty hard because i have talked to this boy for 7 years but been with him for 4 years. he was my first boyfriend and my first love. it made me realize that people change and sometimes its for the worst and sometimes its for the better. in this case its for the best well for me because i dont have to be putting up with his lies and all the bullshit he was putting me threw. i miss him a lot dont get me wrong i loved this boy but i guess he dosnt care about me as he used to. it hurts so much but i know i will be okay. i have to be okay. so im going to start changing my life in a way that is for the better. this friday i am going to take my learners permit so i can get my license so i can be free and drive to school. i feel like if i get my license and a car i will be free. no more sadness no more staying home and doing nothing no more complaining how i cant go out because i have no ride. no more complications of going out, wondering who was going to drive and what not. so wish me luck i am pretty nervous but hey its life i got to suck it up and accept it and try my best not to be miserable <3


later days,
               Yesenia :)

who am i?

hello there guys,
 so my name is yesenia i am 18 years old. i love to read and write. i love doctor who and harry potter. i just graduated high school and it kind of sucks because i already miss it, i mean dont get me wrong college is way way better than high school trust me. but still, i dont know maybe its just because im not used to the environment that college gives. but any way, im taking 4 classes this semester :) yay! full time student haha. im taking italian 1 because i want to visit italy and i think the language is super awsome and it sounds cool. the class is alright i guess it is kind of hard though so  i think im only going to take one semester of it. i dont want to fail the class so im going to need to see a tutor for it ugh, im such a lazy person i hate it so much. i dont know how to change that :( any suggestions? well im sick at the moment, my voice is gone and i sound like a man :[ my nose is all runny and my head is killing me. it sucks :( im hating life right now lol well today i was suppose to do my italian homework and i did some of it but the rest i didnt understand so im just going to do it tomorrow while the teacher just reviews it. i really need to get my act together in italian. i need to change my habbits and i am starting once i feel better lol im such a procastinator. *sigh* i really need to work on myself. anyway the other classes i am talking are english, health and a counsling class. its pretty cool. im going to start stufying for my permit so i can get my license and get my car so i can drive to school instead of taking the metro train and passing an ugly block with a bunch of scary preverted  gangsters :( i want to get a mini cooper s <3 a red harf top :p
well ill write back tomorrow or some other day ima go on youtube and watch video's like a loser that i am lol jk
well it was nice writting in this even though i know no one will read or care about this hahaha
sincerely,
        yesenia :]