NEW BEGGININGS

so as you guys may be aware of it is a new year. so new years= a new me. i broke up with my boyfriend because we were drifting a part and he would always hang out with his friends and not with me. so i decided it was time we would take a break. its been pretty hard because i have talked to this boy for 7 years but been with him for 4 years. he was my first boyfriend and my first love. it made me realize that people change and sometimes its for the worst and sometimes its for the better. in this case its for the best well for me because i dont have to be putting up with his lies and all the bullshit he was putting me threw. i miss him a lot dont get me wrong i loved this boy but i guess he dosnt care about me as he used to. it hurts so much but i know i will be okay. i have to be okay. so im going to start changing my life in a way that is for the better. this friday i am going to take my learners permit so i can get my license so i can be free and drive to school. i feel like if i get my license and a car i will be free. no more sadness no more staying home and doing nothing no more complaining how i cant go out because i have no ride. no more complications of going out, wondering who was going to drive and what not. so wish me luck i am pretty nervous but hey its life i got to suck it up and accept it and try my best not to be miserable <3


later days,
               Yesenia :)